Ahhh a weekend away in a nice and peaceful town is sometimes all you need. What better place than Bowral right? Me, Ruby, and Stephen were all heading down there as Stephen had a wedding to attend. He explained to me a few days prior that the theme was Boots and Suits. He started searching for that perfect pair of cowboy boots to complement his charcoal grey suit. A few days later we were off! Stephen had trekked it from the inner west to the Northern Beaches via bus with a s

We all had those childhood dreams right? You know the ones. The dreams that, looking back, were almost unattainable. Mine was to be a world-famous actress. Shocking, right? I knew it was a long shot. A classic one-in-a-million kind of dream. But for some reason, I was so sure I was going to be the exception. I think I was so set on it because I wasn't good at much else. I was no academic genius or gifted athlete. I couldn't solve a maths problem to save my life. But put me on

Lately, I haven't been feeling very Sarahtonin. I've felt directionless after uni I'm feeling disconnected from those around me and things that used to make me happy I've lost confidence I've become extremely insecure. I've built my little corner of the internet around being bubbly, optimistic and generally finding something to laugh about. And the thing is, that is me. Most of the time, anyway. But sometimes I slump. Sometimes I get sad. Sometimes I get angry. Sometimes I ma

I’ve realised I rarely fall in love with what’s actually in front of me. Not just people. Everything. Careers. Friendships. Relationships. Versions of myself. Creative projects I’ve barely started. Entire futures I’ve built in my head before they’ve even happened. I think I romanticise potential more than reality. And honestly, sometimes it’s beautiful. But there’s another side to it too. When you romanticise potential, you start emotionally investing in things before they’ve

Some of my favourite nights don’t actually happen at the party, the bar, or wherever we originally planned to go. They happen later. Last night I hung out with Ruby (Surprise, surprise) and as usual, it was the best. We sat near the beach, watched the sunset, sipped on wine, etc. Something I love about hanging out with Rubes is that there is not a moment of silence. We've always got something to say, a story to share, and an opinion to voice. There is also something else I lo

Okay so my last post was titled “Starting 2026 Right.” Well. That didn’t last long. For years, my voice and I had a very casual, mutually toxic relationship. After a big night out, I’d get a little raspy, but one glass of water and boom, cured. Like a miracle. I was more than happy living this way. Screaming? Singing? Living my best life? Zero consequences. Or so I thought. About a year ago, my voice started holding grudges. The raspiness wouldn’t disappear overnight anymore.

Happy New Year everyone. I know it’s twelve days late but better late than never! It’s been an interesting start to 2026, but I’m really not complaining. I had one of the best New Years I’ve ever celebrated. Me, Justy, Ruby and Steve decided to escape the chaos that is Sydney on New Year’s Eve and head up the Central Coast to Noraville. I’d never been before, but the Airbnb was cheap and right near the beach, so I was immediately sold. I’m honestly sitting here smiling just t

After 5 years, I have officially obtained finished uni. This has been my favourite era of my life which is probably not a common thing for people to say. I have met some of my now closest friends and created memories I’ll hold onto forever. Look i'm not going to lie, Uni 2.0 wasn't too difficult overall. Not because i'm super smart or anything, just because my degree was on the easier side which worked out well for me. I never engaged in any extracurriculars, rarely when to u

If I had to describe October in one word, it would be full . Full of love, laughter, tears (the dramatic kind), and so many moments that reminded me how lucky I am to have the people I do. Growing up, I always looked forward to October because it was my birthday month and I loved being the centre of attention. That all changed a few years ago when I realised how much I hate ageing, but nonetheless, this October reminded me that growing older doesn’t have to feel gloomy. It ca

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This will be a belated recap of my trip to Bowral and some other stuff I got going on. Normally I don't make a list of what I'm going to...

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The coolest thing happened. I was on TV!!! Well I was more of a blur in the background. I guess you could call me a celebrity now. It was...

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