Goodbye Uni, Hello Secret Santa Season

After 5 years, I have officially obtained finished uni. This has been my favourite era of my life which is probably not a common thing for people to say. I have met some of my now closest friends and created memories I’ll hold onto forever.

Look i'm not going to lie, Uni 2.0 wasn't too difficult overall. Not because i'm super smart or anything, just because my degree was on the easier side which worked out well for me. I never engaged in any extracurriculars, rarely when to uni related events, and honestly barely showed up for my classes, but I still managed to have a wonderful time. I'm so glad I chose to major in performing arts. It gave me the chance to perform again (one that I can't imagine getting again) and more so, I got to do it with my friends. Every time we had to perform I swear I almost threw up but once I started saying my lines, I was always reminded of how much I love it.

I was so proud of my grades too. I mean they weren't many high distinctions but they were closer than I could've ever imagined I'd achieve.

Thank you uni for restoring the confidence I had lost.

I'm looking for big girl jobs now! I have had rejection after rejection and a sufficient amount of ghosting. Disappointingly, I thought I had a real shot with a company who seemed so impressed with me and gave me a second interview without hesitation. Unfortunately I never heard from them again which I suppose is just a reality I have to learn to live with. That's okay I suppose. I'll keep looking and hopefully find something soon. I still don't know exactly what i'm looking for, but nonetheless i'm looking.

I love this time of year. December brings warm weather, extra shifts at work, and of course, Christmas. This year I’ve somehow found myself in three Secret Santas, which honestly makes me so happy. I love gift giving so much, and it’s even a little thrilling when it’s for someone I barely know. For some people that’s stressful, but for me it feels like an opportunity, a chance to break the ice, learn about someone new, and maybe even start a new connection.

I know Secret Santa can feel like a big deal, especially when you have no idea what the person actually likes. I’ve definitely overthought it in the past. I’ve been part of more Secret Santas than I can count, including the ones we used to do every second year when we celebrated Christmas in July.

What I’ve realised though, is that it doesn’t need to be complicated or extravagant. A simple, basic gift, even something like chocolates or a goofy bucket hat can be more than enough. I had a huuuuge shop on Amazon yesterday trying to find a fitting present that would arrive on time. I spent hours scouring the internet (I gotta learn to start my shopping earlier) but I have succeeded...hopefully.

I thought about creating a set menu for one of my Secret Santas but am struggling to decide on what food should be included. I once went to a Christmas lunch hosted by one of my work friends and it was so lovely! It included a menu and a gorgeous set-up and I had one of the best pasta bakes I have ever had (Thank you to Sana). I want to recreate that vibe but I don't know where to start. My kitchen is currently being renovated so I can't really cook a great deal but Ruby has offered her kitchen so I might take her up on that. I always make a dope Rocky Road so I gotta pull that one out again but this time no nuts! A trip to the emergency room for Justyn would kind of kill the mood I reckon. This Secret Santa celebration includes a pool day and I just feel like a nice thought out lunch would be a good idea but I don't know. Maybe it's a bit too much?? We'll go and check out of the christmas lights on a nearby street afterwards which will be the perfect way to finish.

I also got some christmas nails done. I've never had nail art done because its just so expensive but I thought i'd treat myself this year. I thought they turned out so nice! my dad however took one look and said "What the hell is that?" in the most dramatic voice. I don't know whether he was genuinely asking the question because he's blind as a bat, or whether he was being silly, but i do know one thing: he hated them. Acrylic nails aren't his vibe but I already knew that going in so I wasn't surprised.

Happy Holidays everybody!!

Sez🎄❤️